Breaking

Here I lie with no more fears,
Sprawled out on a mattress of blood and tears.
Holding tight to my teddy that I loved so dear,
The only thing that got me through all of the years.

I see no future and only my past,
So much a cherade and horrible mask.
Look in the mirror I'm fading fast,
Drawing in breath hopin this one's my last.

A Year Apart

Saying our goodbyes
While looking into your eyes
Feeling my heart as it dies
Watching as even the rain cries.

What were we to do
I would always miss you
Knowing you would miss me too
How were we to make it through?

Will I want to run and dart
Will it be a brand new start
How will I feel in my heart
After spending a year apart?